Drowning

I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of faces. they walk by, ignoring me. they don't say hello or give a friendly remark, they just shove by. I am like a ghost, a unknown thing. I am surrounded by thousands but I feel so alone. I am suffocating, dying to find myself. but the faces, they come and ease me into the uniform lines. I fight them but as a result...I am alone.I shine my true colors and they fade away from me, calling me FREAK, UGLY, LOSER, WORTHLESS, WEAK. Why,....why must I drown in the bitterness. Can any one  hear my muffled voice screaming from the abyss? Am I really going to be left alone in this heavy nightmare? My lungs feel like they are about to burst and I struggle to reach the morning light. I long to smell the sweet air, but here I am,...sinking.  Is there any one out there who will save me?